Month: June 2013

  • They don’t call me the ice queen for nothin’

    As if my week couldn’t get any weirder

  • super moon craziness

    This is not gonna be as detailed as I want it to be cause I’m supposed to be working shy

    -Our cars got broken into (me and my dads). I have nothing of value in my car so nothing important was taken (have fun with my ten dollar sunglasses, my phone charger from 711 and my Giants jacket with the messed up zipper) so I wasn’t too upset about it.  I definitely felt violated though. 

    -We decided to do a police report just incase they strike again in the neighborhood. The cop who came to our home was so dreamy but I looked like a scrub so I didn’t think he paid attention. He called our home phone yesterday with an “update” and gave us his phone number. My mom thinks he was into me, hah!

    - I went out for half price appetizers for Mike’s birthday.  Jonathan (I don’t think I ever told you guys about him) was there and he brought his new girlfriend.  Mike and Angela were saying that she was probably a groupie and I shouldn’t be too concerned  (they still want us to date).  I was a little nervous about the situation, but I was really nice to her and tried to make her feel welcome.  I wasn’t upset (I’ve been put through so much shit with guys that nothing really upsets me anymore),  I just felt a little uncomfortable at first, but it eased after five minutes.  She’s super pretty, but in that kinda punk way- short hair, piercings and a generic “one love” tattoo on her wrist.  He seems pretty into her but Mike says he doesn’t see them lasting long.  Me and Jon still talked a lot and had a bunch of laughs and I can definitely tell he still likes me.  Whatever, maybe she can train him (he never had a girlfriend so that’s why I had reservations about dating him) and when they break up we can finally “officially” date.  Whatever. 

    - The guy I’m talking to is so nice and good to me but he bores me. My friends think it’s cause he’s not Asian, of course.

    - My pregnant assistant supervisor was being a huge cunt again.  I can’t wait until that bitch goes into labor.  My main supervisor is still a doll and comforted me about the situation.  I was so upset I threw up. I don’t care if you’re pregnant, the thing she said to me was so unnecessary and evil. 

    -Summer added me on facebook and has been really nice to me.. I don’t want any drama or enemies so if she’s willing to put aside any beef we had in the past then I am too.  She seems to be at a happy place in her life and I’m happy for her.  I’m definitely going to watch my back though, a lot of xanga girls will turn on you instantly and I don’t wanna go through that again. 

    -I’m pmsing and I want to hold up a candy store.  I get such a sweet tooth sometimes which is bad for my “healthy lifestyle”. 

  • My cousin

    I’m definitely adding POWSHOTSFIRED into my vocabulary

  • Lol

    My friend who complained all weekend about being broke and overweight spent forty dollars on PIES. I kid you not.

  • I’ve made some awful decisions

    Me: I may be hanging out with an old flame this week
    Danny: who? Zelda tattoo? Yellow pants? Sgt.Checkers? Purple shoes? Captain Jack Sparrow? Ted Bundy? Jew 1, 2 or 3?

    Granted, most of these guys were during my early years of dating. And yes, when I was a teenager I dated someone who looked like Jack Sparrow. Dreads and all.

  • my cousin’s being sentenced tomorrow morning.  Me and my mom are going to go.  I’m not sure how I feel about this.  I guess I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it. 

    I need to exercise but it’s late.

  • my birthday is off to a wonderful start

    Went to my favorite bar. Got lots of free drinks and food.  The bartender there wants me bad and was basically at my beck and call the whole night, hahahah.  He was making me all these special drinks. Everyone at the bar wished me a happy birthday at midnight.  The bartender overheard me talking about the Spice Girls and put on a couple of Spice Girls songs for me.  Made me feel so special, lol. He wanted to dance with me but I told him I needed a few more drinks in my system before I could get up and dance in front of everyone.  My friends and I had so many great laughs and we just had an amazing time.

    Since I worked 10 hours on Memorial day I used that holiday comp time to take off for my birthday. Tomorrow I’m relaxing and going out with Mike and the crew in the evening.  I want to try the delirium tremens beer tomorrow.  :D

    I’m finally 25 :D :D

  • sometimes I love going to the dentist

    I was in the waiting room with this little boy who was absolutely petrified.  He told me that the dentist uses a huge machine with a giant claw to clean teeth and all this other silly school yard rumors. He cracked me up and I was able to make him feel a little more at ease by explaining what the dentist actually does. 

    My hygienists were so nice to me asking me about school and work, and telling me that I do a great job brushing my teeth.  And my dentist is telling me I have a nice smile and great skin and that I don’t need any make up. 

    A few compliments go a long way.  And I always feel like a million bucks after a cleaning. 

  • My reading was so spot on

    The impression of you that I get is that you are a sensitive person but are often wary of expressing your true thoughts and emotions. I feel that you have been hurt in the past and this may be the reason for your caution – however, once you allow people to become a part of your life, i.e. by confiding in them or accepting their help or advice, you find it easier to develop a sense of trust and affinity.

    There is something from your childhood which you are especially sensitive about – I’m not sure exactly what this is but I do know that it would take a very special person for you to confide this secret to. If this issue hasn’t yet been resolved then you may feel a little ashamed of whatever this was but one message that comes through to me is that it was not your fault.

    You have always tried your best in most of the things that you’ve done. You realize that you could have done better at times with certain projects but your interest simply wasn’t there. You find it easy to concentrate on things that really interest you, but if someone tries to make you study a subject or project that you don’t want to learn about then you tend to ‘phase out’.

    There was an artistic or musical interest that you had when you were younger that you could have developed but didn’t. It may be that there were too many other things going on in your life at the time – or that it simply wasn’t the right time for you – I feel that you will probably go back to that interest at some time in the future and excel at it.

    You lost someone very special in your past and this left you with a sense of loneliness or abandonment. You still miss this person but I figure you are now coming to terms with that loss. In a way it made you appreciate loved ones more; however you don’t always show your true feelings.

    You find the opposite sex intriguing. Sometimes you hate them, sometimes you love them. Your emotions seem to swing from high to low and back again.

    You would like to be the centre of attention at times – however most of the time you are happy to watch and observe. You don’t like making a fool of yourself and you certainly wouldn’t enjoy seeing your best friend or someone you really care about making a fool of themselves.

    You have an overwhelming protective instinct. If someone you love annoys you then you will tell them so. If an outsider insults them then you instinctively jump to their defensive. It’s as though ‘It’s alright for you to say that, but not for them to’.

    You have certain colours that you like and will wear them depending on your mood. You are also sensitive to smell – you have favourite aromas – and some memories that are associated to them – e.g. bonfire night or your mother’s favourite perfume or shampoo – or perhaps a favourite dish – roast beef – curry – chicken or steak or perhaps even a tomato based recipe.

    You are idealistic about the person you would like to eventually settle down with (if indeed you have not already met that person). You really want your relationship to work out and will do your utmost to make things work. However if your partnership is wrong then you have no hesitation in not making this effort.

    You want to be happy in life. You hate hurting people and if this inadvertently does happen then you feel that hurt yourself. You are happy with your morals but would love to improve yourself in some way.

    At the moment you are in some sort of quandary about the direction your life is taking you and there are decisions to be made. Making decisions is not always easy for you – you like to weigh up the options in your mind and find yourself swayed by outside distractions. In this area you should always trust your instinct.

    Life is not always easy for you – often you meet obstacles just as you think you are reaching your goal. These setbacks can make you feel unsettled or even depressed at times but you have a knack of being able to bounce back.

    When you look back on your life at some of the difficult times you realize that they seemed a lot worse at the time than they actually were. You are a survivor and are guided by hope and optimism.

    Money can be an issue for you and you should learn to manage it more effectively. Although you have to rely on outside sources at times you would prefer to be totally independent in this area.

    You dislike chaos and would be happier in a well organized environment but it seems that there is never enough time to carry out your well meaning intentions.

    Some time ago there was a disastrous relationship that knocked your confidence somewhat. Although you are over that now, there are still times when you feel vulnerable and insecure. You want to be loved for who you are, not how others want you to be and you generally try to please most of the time – however under extreme provocation you find it impossible to bottle up your feelings and minor explosions can occur.

    In order to overcome this tendency you should learn to communicate more freely in the early stages of an impending crisis.

    You enjoy travelling but something seems to be holding you back from being able to visit all the places you’d like to go. This could be money or other commitments or simply something within yourself that you have not yet acknowledged.

    Children, or one in particular, will play an important part of your life and you will derive a great deal of pleasure from helping him or her. You will also find yourself re-thinking a lot of your original ideas as your experience and maturity grow.

    Thank you for taking the time to read this report and I hope you will contribute by offering feedback on how appropriate it is to you.