“this is me at my most masochistic”

Master mindfulness, meaning being present in the moment, instead of my mind wandering five different places at once. 

Read more, and read more classics.

Perfect summer body. 

Go to sleep earlier.

1. Get some cheap dishes and break them when you get upset.
2. Learn how to say “NO” and don’t feel guilty about it
3. Buy something frivolous for yourself once in awhile, like a new hat. 
4. Never again do anything you don’t want to do. 

I feel like an outcast with a lot of people lately.  I really don’t care to be honest- it’s just an observation I’ve made. 

My nerves are out of whack today, well actually this whole week.  I have to lead a group today for a grade.  I’m worried I’m going to forget everything I need to say and everyone’s gonna think I’m horrible, but that’s irrational.  I’ve practiced a bit and I’m friendly with most of my classmates- they want me to succeed. 

After leading the group I have to take a final in my other class. I’m sure I’ll do fine. 

After that I’m going to the wine bar with Sarah and Dan and getting white girl wasted (not really, since I’m driving), but I’m definitely going to have a nice glass of wine and some chocolate fondue. 

She still cracks me up to this day.  “Fellow Medford friends” and “I was just informed” like she’s the president addressing the nation, haha. 

I’m really loving facebook’s hide updates feature right now lol

“You were my favorite 3am.  I still think the eyebags are worth it”

Wasn’t able to go to the induction ceremony so my professor brought my certificate and pin to my class.  I think it’s pretty cool- I’m happy. 

Massage
Brunch
American flag crop top or bikini
A maxi dress with a cut out waist
new bed sheets
A romper that looks like a dress
a trampoline
a tan,desperately. 

“I don’t want a boyfriend.”

“What do you want?”

“I just want someone that wants to hang out all the time, and thinks I’m the best person in the world and wants to have sex with only me. And it makes me feel very stupid to tell you this because it makes me sound like a girl who, like, wants to go to brunch, and I don’t want to go to brunch, I don’t want you to like sit on the couch while I shop, or like even meet my friends. I don’t even want that.”

Couldn’t have put it better. A lot of guys I’ve come across make it seem like you’re asking for the world when all you want is respect and monogamy. I’m an independent person, and I have always gotten by on my own.  I just want someone to have fun with, who won’t fuck someone the minute I leave for work. I want consistency, and a mutual understanding. 

I do like getting brunch though.